Hello,
Kill me tonight, torture me some more, watch my pain seep out, listen as I scream. I reach for things that are impossible. In love with the things that have no meaning. Through it all hope still rises as I wish it would just burn in hell along with my heart. I wish for you gone till your grip loosens. Beautiful disaster, you devour me tonight, and every other night. You like the control, you like getting what you don’t truly deserve. I give you the unexpected as you give me the unforgivable. Coming in different forms, hiding differently every time I finally forget you. Who am I, to try and figure you out. I’m blinded to what I desire to encounter, deaf to the things I long to hear. Sleepless nights, dreadful mornings of sorrow, weakness possesses my body. When awake from this, if I’m even sleeping I’ll see the only person taking my life is the same person I see in the reflection of the glass.
